Taking Time

Learning the true meaning about Christ, about His love for me, for you, for all of us has been so exciting for me.  I find that I cannot get Him off of my mind, everything I am doing part of my thoughts are staying with Him and thinking the new knowledge that I am receiving through.  It is amazing to me that I am so hungry for this knowledge, have such a strong desire to be connected to His word, His teachings and His example.

I am alive with the pure joy that can only come from this relationship.  When I speak of Him it fills me with such happiness that I surprised at myself.

I have spent many years feeling like I did not fit in anywhere.  I have felt so often that I am on the outside looking in upon a world that was not made for me.  I have felt empty and alone.  I have felt that I did not connect with people the way I should have been.  It has always felt to me that there was a part of heart that was missing.

Now though, I am starting to feel whole.  I was missing part of me, I was missing the love that I should and do have for Him.  The piece of my heart that was gone is back, saying that I have been thirsty for my whole life and am finally getting to quench that thirst does not fully explain the feelings that I have.

I love this time in my life and I pray that it will continue and just get better and better.